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Friday, March 24, 2006

Hitting a badpatch

No, I am not idling in the office with nothing to do. In fact, there are many pending issues that needs my attention but I could not seemed to be able to get through it. I admit and agree that there is peak and troughs in life. I on the other hand is hitting way so low that I could not wait to see the glimmer of light at the top of the shithole.

My dad was hospitalised as he was found to have gall stones. My mum complained to be experiencing for numbness in her head. After her scan, the doctor report was a possible reoccurance of her nasopharnegal cancer. At work, my supplier scew up real bad- served uncooked rice, late in delivery for 3 hours and people complained on food poisoning. This week, the residents complained on the noise level. Work wise, it is crumbling. I do not know and cannot see the purpose staying in the job. I am getting too short fuse coupled with frustration at job.

With all the anger, it was a negative motivation to send my resumes over the weekend. However, I was also looking far and out. I sent to some really far- fetched positions, but I will still keep my fingers crossed.

Hope in time to come, some miracles will end up at my doorstep

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Geomancer Stories

Strangely, my mum engaged a geomancer to our place to have a look at our home which we stayed for more than 7 years. I do not know what spur her to do that but I rushed home to last night to hear and assess what the man got to say.

My mum is very particular on the position of the altar and it was concluded that it was placed in a wrong spot. There are four spots which we can be study on: 1) Health 2) Wealth 3) Romance 4) Career. I am considered as Fire and a little Metal element. I should keep my curtain down as I should not clash with Fire. There is this particular person that he visualize that I should be wary on. From the sound of his description, it is either Andrew or Ian. I was told that he will stab me from the back too many times. This job is ok to keep for another 1-2 years. If I could find something as a stepping stone this year, it is ok to move as well. I should sleep without the beam on top of me, and my romance corner has a dustbin! No wander this few months everything seemed to be in the wraps. End of the day, seemed that we have to get lotsa crystals. However, I must tone down on my dealings if not I will lose out to colleagues or competitors. Strange…..

Oh well, first thing I did is to shift the bin away!